Not updated my blog longer than I care to contemplate but I have gathered myself enough to fill in the my legion of loyal readers, all two of them, what da funk is happening with my blog.
Basically my mental health has been all over the place, end of post, good night.
Mmmm maybe that isn't quite the detail you were after?
I have had periods of my life where I have suffered from depression and from what my doctor has said this has very likely been the case all through my childhood to different degrees, over looked by everyone around me due to their own personal struggles but I like to put it down to being a middle child.
Recently my issues have been more evident and it appears that I most likely have more going on than being depressed, which in it's self is an awful affliction that I wouldn't wish on anyone.
I am waiting on a proper assessment to see what fruity kind of crazy I am on or if I am just rubbish at life.
The breaks I have had from my blog have been because of all this, some days I am lucky to get out of bed or have a shower let alone get the creative juices flowing to create an easily digestible, mildly humorous product review or blog.
The worse thing about all this is I actually think that writing my blog kept me healthier, I was getting myself out and about, going to the gym, being careful with what I ate, well apart from that awkward couple of months that I starved myself down to 9 and a half stone but rough with the smooth.
I do very much intend to get back blogging again but it is going to take some time yet.
Hopefully this doesn't come across as an attention seeking, self indulgent mental health post that seem to crop up all too often to on the hunt for sympathy and all those delicious views and shares.
If anyone is struggling with any aspect of mental health please get in touch with your doctor or contact MIND which is a mental health charity.
There are people and resources there to help you, please make use of them.
